what happened to me?

for some unknown reason, i thought of visiting my personal blog the moment i sat in front of my computer this morning. and when i opened one of my blogs ages ago, i had this strong wave of nostalgia. i suddenly miss writing. omg! haven't written anything for a loooong time! 

i remember, there was a time when i wrote everyday. i wrote just about anything because i just wanted to write. also, my blog used to be my bestfriend, to whom i can tell everything that's happened to me that i can't tell even to the closest human beings that i know.

but you know, my sister is right. my sister loves keeping a journal, too. and she told me months ago, that ever since she met her boyfriend, she hasn't written anything. it's because, she has somebody whom she can tell about her crazy thoughts to, that she doesn't feel the need to write them down. 

i feel exactly the same way! 

for me, writing is feeling. i write whatever i am feeling at that particular moment. what happens now, is that, when i feel something, i tell it to my husband right away. and when i have told my story to him, the feelings go away with it, too. if i'm angry about something, i used to write it down and the feeling will disappear. now, i have my husband. so he is the reason why i don't write anymore! hahahaha! that's quite a realization there!

anyway, i will try my best to write more often this year. (this sounds like a new year's resolution!) i will.

also, i posted some videos on youtube...here's a link to one of my videos https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0rSgzY7Ys8E, if anyone is interested to check it out 😎

somebody? anybody?