how do you dry your eyes?

one day, i found myself all alone again... for a while now, i thought that i found someone whom i'm going to be with for the rest of my life. but no...reality always kicks me where it hurts the most, to remind me that i will always be alone. that in this lifetime, i will have to face my battles all by myself. and i have to be strong. i have to bear the sleepless nights for now. i have to force a smile to let everyone know that i'm okay. i have to mum my cries at night and every time i see something that reminds me of him, which is so hard because everywhere i look, his memory is there. i can't even look at a siopao without crying. i refuse to eat at green mango. it's excruciating to look at the pictures that reminds of the happy memories...how can something so wonderful had to end? oh dear god! i am so tired of feeling crashed and hurt. i am so tired of acting that i am strong.i just want to fall asleep and wake up healed and whole again. if i can just get one night of proper sleep, maybe, just maybe, i will be better. if i can just get away from this city where we walked along hand in hand, maybe i will heal faster. i know that one day, the broken pieces of my heart will be molded back into place. my shield will be whole again. i will be able to protect myself from anyone. i hope that i'll be able to live, love and laugh again...

Ingrid Michaelson "Be OK"

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uno

celebrating our first year on skype... i've got the sweetest man on earth. i must have done something good to deserve the best man ever. it's amazing how we got to this...a year of finding each other online, falling in-love, meeting personally, falling more in-love, hmmmm...arguing, giving each other silent treatments... we weathered everything this year. it has been challenging given the fact that we are far away from each other. but in everything that we've been through this year, we both know that no matter what happens, we will always go back to the core of our relationship... love. pulutong ko, thank you for all the love and understanding that you give to me, for never giving up on me no matter how difficult i get most of the time...thank you for everything...you are the bestest! mwah! looking forward to more wonderful years with you ^_^

what is this?

i thought of bloody mary and celery stick as soon as i woke up this morning...whatisthemeaningofthis? .... am i a haunted alcoholic? bzzz bzzz bzzz

kayaking, hiking and swimming in tibiao

it's officially summer time! my weekends are filled with trips everywhere. it's exciting to roam around places where i've never been to. it's weird coz these places are close to where i am and i've never known they existed...

summer opener: march24-25, 2012, kayak-inn, tibiao, antique

mader len and sally with our hosts in the veranda of our cottage by the river. it's where we spent most of our time, relaxing, talking endlessly about peyups and UP pips, eating, sipping our cups of coffee and gazing at fireflies at night.





manong is preparing the "kawa" for our hot bath





tibiao river





playful tibiao kids :)





the trekkers





playing at the first waterfall




there's no way up but here...trust the rope..trust the rope...





hydro massage





my butterfly





so many more happy summer weekends!!!