anemia of words

i miss writing. like, really writing. like, writing not just the word writing or just for the sake of writing. but writing because the words get congested in my brain if i won't write them down. writing like, all the passion is there. where have all the words gone?

have i been so detached to myself lately? am i being a zombie again? or, my head can't feel my heart? or is it just the absence of the right words to say?

please, words....i need words...