Friday, June 7, 2013

stuck


i still can't get out from the world of augustus waters and hazel grace lancaster. if john green, the author of the book "the fault in our stars" would ask me to rate the pain that i felt in my heart while reading his book, i'd give him a 10. at some point, i even got confused of my feelings because i was already crying due to the fact that augustus waters was going to die, then i would laugh at what isaac would say in his eulogy, then i would cry again then i got angry that peter van houten showed up at gus' funeral and all the roller coaster of emotion that made me sulk after the end of the shift. i even excused myself from the friday eat-out ritual with the people at work because i needed to be alone to come to terms with what i feel as a side effect of reading "the fault in our stars". 

but i'm going to be okay. hazel grace and augustus, everything will be okay, okay?



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